Welcome to Beast Mode Reflections!

This blog is my way to put the thoughts in my head out into the world as I learn to live “life in color.” Life in color is what I call a life of FREEDOM…

Freedom from anorexia, which has plagued me since a young teen.

Freedom from self-hatred.

Freedom from anxiety and depression.

Freedom from shame, fear, and doubt that my life matters.

Life in color means accepting grace, and stepping into the life God intended me to have. Life in color is using my voice to fight back against the lies that tell me I don’t belong.

This journey is HARD. It has been full of victories, but also relapse, hopelessness, and hard lessons. My purpose in sharing my writing is for my own personal healing, and if I help someone along the way, I am thankful.